haay, ano ba yan.. nabura ung unang enrtry na ginawa ko kanina.. ang haba pa naman nun.. *sigh*  haay.. anu ba yan.. 1st entry ko d2 tapos ang lungkot kaagad.. this afternoon I learned that things in this world really do come in packages.. if u want that certain something, u must accept it as a whole..

haay, ang corny ko talaga pag inluv..*laughs* (tryin' to laugh, that is)

Hindi ko talaga maintindihan ang sarili ko.. hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ako nagkakaganito, over one thing that's supposed to be something small..  haay nako.. one of the hardest things ata that comes with falling in love, is the lesson of understanding things that are.. well, really hard to understand.. madalas, hard to accept pa.. sometimes u just cant help but ask urself "why?"  iba talaga pag mahal mo noh? gus2 mo plaging kasama xa.. namimiss mo ung feeling nung kamay nya pag hawak mo.. tapos, ung eyes pa niya..  grabe..

Ang hirap pla talaga ng ganito.. tuloy, there's nothing good to look forward to this week.. just loads of schoolwork, at ang mapait na realidad ng pagco-commute mula ateneo to our house, and vice versa..

I think I'm just kind of dissapointed.. la lng.. parang sayang lang kasi talaga.. 2 be honest, feeling ko parang ang unimportant and unsignificant ko sa buhay mo.. la lng.. *sigh*

madalas, natatakot akong magsabi ng mga gani2 sau.. baka kasi.. baka kasi.. sabihin mo na immature ako or something.. haay, feeling ko tuloy, napaka-babaw kong tao..

8 days seems to be too long.. no.. they ARE too long.. *sigh*  well, what else can I do..  guess  all I can do is just  imagine u with me like what it used to be last thursday..

*sigh*

nonetheless, I want u to know that I understand.. ang  hirap paniwalaan pagkatapos ng lahat ng mga sinabi ko noh? but yes, I do undertsand... Its just that.. the hard part is accepting it.. and explaining to myself that I won't be seeing you this week..

badtrip.. hindi ko na maxadong maalala ung sinulat ko dun sa una kong entry..

xnxa na ha.. mahal lang talaga cguro kita..

I hope u understand talaga..

haay.. miss na kita.. *sigh*

txt mo nlng aq pag nagbago isip mo ha.. d ko muna su2utin ung white shirt ko for u.. just in case lang.. don't worry d2 lang aq 4 u.. txt me anytym pla..*sad smile*

mahal na mahal kita..

ingatz ka plagi ha.. cge, pahinga nako..

*tear*

haay.. miss na kita..*sigh* cge, pahinga nako.. nyt!