haaay.. ang ganda talaga ng prinsesa ko..

sobra.

haha!.. haay ulit..

wala lang..

ang ganda mo talaga rf..

aun..

wala nanaman ata ako sa sarili..

aun..

cge,

ingat ka palagai and God bless!

luv u!

Haay..

It really feels so bad pala to become unimportant and unappreciated.. especially to a person that you've considered part of yourself already.

I just don't know..

it's like.. haay.. basta.. *SIGH*

aun.

basta.. sobrang hurt ako ngaun that I don't know what to think about.

anlabo talaga!!!

what ever did I do to deserve this pain?!!

*SIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH!!!*

Is love really worth all the pain that comes with it?! *SIGH*

The both of us really didn't expect that may 26 would be one of the most special days in our lives.. grabe, that morning, I remmembered na super busy pa pala aq with my term paper in literature na i needed to cut classes para lang masubmit ko un.. so un..

*sigh*

Grabe.. , it was really gonna be a BIG day for both of us..

So there.. we went out, had lunch, watched a movie, and looked for a place to hang out..

Actually, kinailangan na ni ramonah na makauwi sa kanila before 7pm coz she really needed to do something pa.. so.. after watching X-men, we stayed muna sa isang cheesecake store sa greenbelt.. aun.. haay, ang mahal nung cake.. tapos ang init pa dun dahil sira pla ung aircon nila.. but all those things didn't really matter.. as long as kasama ko xa.. aus lang talaga..^_^ going back, so un.. as we were talking, she just snuggled by my side.. we then began to reminisce about the past, listen to our recorded conversations on my phone, etc.  Tapos before we left, nagCR xa ng sobrang tagal!!(peace princess..^_^) (NOTE: 3 hours kaming nakatambay sa cheesecake store) so un.. then nung nasa may exit na kami ng glorietta, nag aya xang magsnack muna bago umuwi..  haay, as expected, inabot kami ng mga around 8:40 sa daan..

then we just decided na mag-roadtrip at dumerecho ng pacita complex..^_^

Haay, on the way back, wla lang.. she just began to open up her feelings to me.. we talked about things, particularly about love, that she didn't really talk about with other people--even when she's in serious mode.. sumakay kami from there ng bus na pabalik ng ayala ave.. adik.. haha! *sigh* *smiles*

Then on the way back, we finally cuddled sa bus.. tingin ko nga, medyo.. ay hindi.. super pla.. na na-OP ung katabi namin na lalaki.. haha!^_^

tapos.. I put my arm around her and stroked her hair..

and guess what.. she put her arm around me too.. (T_T)

then as I held her in my arms, I discovered na meron pla xang kiliti sa batok and sa tenga.. hayun, kinulit ko xa ng kinulit..^_^

tapos.. ..

she kissed me..

tapos nun, super na-shock xa sa ginawa nya.. *smiles* so we decided to just have coffee somewhere muna.. so when we saw ung mcdonald's sa may BF, dun na kami bumaba ng bus.. I really don't drink coffee.. It's not that I don't like it.. siguro I wasn't just used to drinking it when I needed to study and stay awake or stuff like that.. Well, anyways, so un nga.. we were sitting there, the coffee now in front of us, when finally after six, long years..

..she gave me her sweetest "yes"..

haay, then without even waiting 4 me to react, she just hugged me.. (hindi ko na sasabihin ung sinabi nya ha)..^_^ basta nung nakayakap na xa sakin, that's when I finally asked na, "sinasagot mo na ba ako?!!".. u see, her "yes" wasn't really direct.. and I didn't propose pa..^_^ she just felt na.. she loved me na..^_^

aun.. kami na lang ata natira  sa mcdonald's kagabi.. so un.. then I accompanied her home na..^_

grabe.. wat a night.. what a wonderfull, magicall, or watsoever you youdl call it night.. (T_T)

la lang.. I told myself na.. xa na talaga..

Ei ramonah.. if ever ur reading this.. I just wana thank God talaga for bringing you into my life..^_^  for six.. long years, I have always dreamed of just being with you.. I love you so much.. and I'll always be here lovin' u with all my heart.. :')  haay, I'm so happy talaga na I could cry..^_^

aun.. happi 1st day ulit satin!

mahal na mahal kita Ramonah!!^_^

take care always and God bless!!^_^

 

haay.. big day again tommorow..

*sigh*

*smile*

I just can't wait to see her again..^_^

haha la lng.. b4 I study, I wanna share something.. a milestone..^_^

for the first time in six.. long.. years..

ginawan nya ako ng testimonial sa friendster!!.. hahaha!!^_^

un lang..

*sigh*

luv u princess!!^_^

*sigh*

la lng.. sa wakas.. nasubmit ko na ung mga requirements ko for poetry kanina.. kaso, meron pa aqng scrapbook and written exam bukas sa french... tapos sa thursday, orals naman.. tapos, sa friday, term paper para sa literature..haay.. summer ba to?!

wait.. sa friday.. oo nga pala.. may date ulit kami ni Ramonah sa friday.. *smiles*

kagabi lang, sobrang down ako.. sobrang namimis ko xa tapos nagkataon pang cra ung phone namin.. tapos, habang tinatapos ko ung notebook ko,  nag-usap nalang kami sa txt.. aun, emO mode kami hanggang madaling araw.. tapos un.. sa wakas.. pumayag na rin sa friday..^_^

haay, mahal na mahal ko talaga yun.. ewan ko ba.. she really hit my heart big time..^_^

aun, la lang.. excited na talaga aq 4 dis friday..^_^

Go  Sinjin!!^_^

Haay, last night, sumali ung banda namin sa Musikalayaan battle of the bands sa STI Southwoods.. finals night na un eh.. so out of the initial 22 bands nung eliminations last time, 13 bands nalang ang naglaban-laban kagabi.. grabe, sa higpit ng mga schedules namin, nung umaga lang ng may 20 kami nakapagpraktis.. buti nalang talaga mabait si God..  nanalo ang banda namin ng 1st runner-up.. nahakot din namin ang best drummer(Luke Renia), best vocalist(JC Morales), at siyempre, ang best bassist(ako!^_^).. hayun.. grabe, supper umaga na natapos ung event.. pagod talaga lahat ng mga tao.. haha,  pero ang alam ko.. masaya ako..^_^

haay.. ok, I'm gonna be honest na nga.. aside from our band's victory, the other things I cherished the most were the moments I had with Ramonah.. *sigh*  grabe, the night before kasi, we actually decided to have breakfast together, probably sa Mc Donald's malapit sa studio.. tapos nung umaga, disaster striked.. walang masakyan papuntang sucat!! haay, late aq dumating ng almost 45 mins. at hindi niya ako kinausap nung buong trip from Sucat to Alabang.. haay, good thing, habang naghihintay na kami ng bus pauntang Pacita, she finally laughed!^_^ haay nako, ang honey ko talaga, ang kulit-kulit..^_^ sa 22o lang, dapat nakasakay na kami ng bus eh.. kaso, ayaw umalis dun sa puwesto namin.. twice tuloy kaming nakamiss ng magandang bus papuntang Pacita..^_^ tsk tsk tsk..^_^ haay, pero ok lang.. finally, we decided na mag-jeep nalang kasi sobrang late na namin.. *laughs*

Aun, nakapag-praktis naman kami ng maayos.. tapos nun, pumunta kami sa bahay ni marrione, ung isa naming female vocalist sa banda (showband kasi talaga kami).. tapos, dun kami na nag-lunch.. haay, what a wondeful afternoon that was.. habang naghihintay bago umalis, nagkuwentuhan lang kami..  tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay sa mundo..^_^ aun..

tapos pumunta na kami sa STI..  ang mura pala ng trike rates sa carmona..(la lng..^_^) so un..*sigh* hanggang sa matapos na ung laban, dun na kami natulog kina marrione.. so bago matulog, kwentuhan muna ung band, siyempre.. we ate spaghetti and drank red wine.. tapos kantahan naman.. nagjamming kami dun ng gitara at keyboards.. tapos, when everybdy left us sa sala, to clean up  for bed, we just hugged each other.. grabe, the feeling of being close to her is something really really special to me.. palagi ko nalang un hinahanap-hanap.. *sigh* tapos nun, the two of us watched TV before she went to her room.. actually, mga 430 or 445 na ata kami nagsettle-down.. grabe, la akong masabi.. ang ganda talaga ng smile niya.. *siiigh* *sad smile*

morning came.. it was such a beautiful morning kanina.. while waiting for the others  prepare, we went outside... tapos, i put my arm around her, stroked her hair, looked into her eyes and said 'I love you'..^_^ haay, It was such a great feeling..^_^ wala lang.. umupo lang kami dun ng matagal.. tapos, usap-usap lang.. haay, mahal na mahal ko talaga siya.. kung alam lang talaga niya.. *sigh*

*sigh (ulit)*

You know, it's really amazing.. it's amazing that after 6 years, I'm still inlove with her..  back in high school, we weren't really in good terms.. as in.. *sigh*

haay, enough of this na nga.. this is getting too private na.. samin na lang dalawa to'! ^_^

aun, RF, if you happen to be reading this, la lang, I just wanna seize the opportunity of telling you that I trully love you so much.. I was honest when I said that I just couldn't compare you.. with anything in this world..^_^

pahug nman oh.. mis na kasi kita eh.. (T_T) *hmmm..^_^*

*sigh* *sad smile*

aun, it was such a great day yesterday and this morning..^_^ Lord, salamat talaga po sa lahat..^_^ sa napakaraming blessings Niyo po sa amin kagabi..^_^ mahal na mahal ko talaga po Kayo!!^_^

Aun, cge princess, gawa muna ako ng schoolwork ha.. hmm.. wait, I think I'm gonna rest nlng muna.. 30 mins. plang ako natutulog eh..^_^ aun.. hope u enjoyed my entry.. haha!^_^

*sigh*

mahal na mahal kita..^_^

ingat ka palagi and God bless!^_^

Haay, grabe.. ang saya nung lakad namin kagabi..^_^ actually, that was an understatement pala.. kasi.. masaya talaga ako tuwing kasama ko siya.. :')  haay nako. pag kasama  kita, parang ang bilis ng oras..badtrip.. minsan tuloy wish ko, meron ako nung nakita nating remote control dun sa isang movie trailer para I would be able to let time stand still pag magkasama tau.. kung pwde lang talaga sanang mayakap ka 4ever.. gagawin ko un.. anu ba yan.. *sad smile* kina-umagahan palang, mis na kita agad... *sigh*

Haay, ang weird, kani-kanina lang, parang ang dami kong gus2ng sabihin.. tapos ngaun, wla naman akong mxadong masabi..

*sigh ulit*

Well, I think your touch explains the joy I feel in my heart right now..

haay.. mahal na mahal kita.. kung alam mo lang talaga..:')

Luv u princess!!^_^

Haay, I never felt so worried about someone before.. grabe, when I heard her voice last night sa phone, I felt so bad talaga.. parang I just can't accept the fact na the girl I love is sick, and I just can't go to her.. and take care of her..  after we've talked, I just sat and broke down..  ang hirap.. ang hirap pala talaga ng wala kang magawa.. tapos, sira pa ung landline namin.. haay.. wrong timing talaga..*sigh*

hey, if evr u read this, I just want u 2 know that I'm really sorry for everything.. pasenxa na ha..

super nag-alala talaga ako sau.. sobrang mahal na mahal kasi kita eh.. (T_T)

grabe, ang bait talaga ni God.. sa wakas, naipasa ko ng maayos kanina ung scholarship application ko sa OAA.. ibang klase, in the nick of time talaga.. basta la kong masabi, God is really faithfull.. super.. thanks talaga po sa lahat!^_^

aun, may test pa ako bukas sa french.. aral muna ako..

Ramonah, la lang.. ingatz ka plagi ha.. mahal na mahal kita!^_^